blergh , random posto

peace be upon you .

so many ideas had come, but it flew away exactly when I was about to start playing with the words. everything comes from Him, including my ideas, alhamdulillah now I am writing something random.

so .

Syawal has ended . for those who managed to finish up the 6-days fasta-thon, barakallulakum :) and for those who did not , do not worry , His blessings are countless , do try your best for the next Syawal :)

"Allah owns the time"                                                                                                 "masa itu milik Allah"

as I am writing this post , there is this feeling deep in my heart telling me to strive . #eh engkau tiba tiba. naah , really , seriously . I want to achieve success !

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if you noticed my blog's url , I did not just use that link because it sounds girlish or artistic lol . but I believe I'm an imaginer - actually there's no such word hewhew , but yeah I love to imagine , good things, bad things and everything that just seems to fit .

Einsten just said it .

just so you know,

my imagination do take me everywhere . yes it does .

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what I wanted to say actually was,

as time passes by, things are not getting easier

in whatever I do

but I'm telling myself, 

I'm now trying my best , to strive .

in everything that I do .

as a student , daughter , sister, friend , aunt (?) -.-

and

I would love to be a successful doctor someday insyaAllah

not only who has a good profession but also leading a meaningful life 

showered with His blessings

"O you who believe! Why do you say that which you do not do?"

"It is most hateful to Allah that you should say that which you do not do"

61 : 2-3

I said it out loud , now I have to work for it

it's a challenge I do not want to lose

#chasing my imagination

but in the end, 

we can only imagine but Allah give us more than what we can imagine

I have a test tomorrow , Technopreneurship test .

ya Allah bantulah Athirah untuk buat yang terbaik amin :)

#jazakillah tolong doakan sekali hii .

may Allah bless :*

*I just feel like writing I am really sorry if this is just a waste of your time*

my appa is awesome!

.assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

man of the day woot.

18 06 2011

a handsome man, mat zahari b mohd yassin graduated with MBA -pass with distinction ;D from open university malaysia. heee. the convocation was held at PWTC. we only had two tickets, and I had to stay at palam ;/ so bafan and ibu went there, as the representatives of the whole family :) and, jeanne abdullah, pak lah's wife is the chancellor of oum, she's the one who gave abah the scroll :)

sweet kan ? XD

25 06 2011
yesterday, my whole family gathered :) just to celebrate abah's graduation, and all the birthdays from february to june. first, we took our family picture at the studio. second ; we went to oum for the final photoshoot and abah needs to give back the robe. third ; LUNCH AT JOM PRIOK ;)))

it was really fun. here come the pictures :)


my little prince.

oh oh, I almost forgot, I have this special picture.
balep ; baru masuk asasi dah pakai robe untuk masters -,- [ kesah ape ;D ]
ohyeah, robe ni lain lain untuk diploma, degree, masters and phD.
susah nak explain sini, senang cerita,
awak belajar elok elok, graduate dengan jayanya, nanti awak tahu :)



suatu hari nanti, insyaAllah, robe itu memang saya punya :)

anggerik mall

Peace be upon you.

How are you doing ?

It's raining here. Oh suddenly it reminds me of Al-Manar. Such a beautiful place it is. And also reminds me of baking. I haven't been baking for months now, I wanna bake !

...

For the last three days before 28th April 2011, I wasn't in my optimal condition. I have this bruise oh wait, I am still not sure whether it's a bruise or a wound or whatever, but the the important thing is that, it's p.a.i.n.f.u.l waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay painful. It was so painful my whole body was reacting to it and I almost got a fever. Almost, alhamdulillah.

And after Sukan dan Santai, things just got worse. Throughout the program, I honestly felt like fainting. That night, because of the netball I think, my whole body was aching, haha, that's the proof I was such a lazy bum for the last few months ;P and the fever thingies came back, so I did nothing but sleep.

The morning of 28th, my body was still not in a good condition. My interview was at 4pm but we went there early. On our way there, I slept like a princess baby. Seriously dude, I slept like I didn't sleep for a week. Nervous sangat kot.

So as I arrived, I met the 3pm team. Shoot, so not fair, 4 of them were in the same team ;/As planned, I tried to have a conversation with my team mate, but she seems to be uninterested to talk to anyone. So I chat with my other team mate, sitting on my left, the tall guy looked like a mixed child. I love his English. I was such a professional okay, jangan fikir benda tak elok HAHA.

4.10pm, the 3pm team finished the interview, so with Bismillah I step into the room with my team. My team consists of 3 lovely ladies, 3 tall guys and 2 short guys. Okay dosa XD Interview starts, bridge assignment succeed, interview done. Everything went well.

As soon as we stepped out of the room, for a moment there, it felt like a burden on my shoulder falls on the floor. But then when I think about how good my team members were, god, another burden is placed on my shoulder, a bigger, heavier one. All I think about was not to burden my parents.

But did I do my best ? Only Allah knows because I, myself can't really answer that question ;/

Now, I can only pray and hope for the best. Believe in Allah and believe in myself. Abah always said to me ; "You can do anything as long as you put your mind into it." So, for me, whatever happens next, I have to stand strong and do the best I can. No matter where, no matter how, if I can continue my studies to achieve my desired goal, I will proceed insyaAllah.

...

Even though I applied for that country, I am hoping for another country. Let's just pray. If I managed to get it, where ever it is, insyaAllah it's the best for me. Huuuu.

I wanna buy new phone, new clothes, new shoes, new lenses! Ada orang kaya nak belanja? Haha gila ;D

Bom bom chak ! Please enjoy the song, it's B1A4 - OK :)

all for one, one for all

Peace be upon you.

I'm sleepy ~____~

Current status : All I can think of is that interview. Fiyuh.


For the last two weeks, my heart has been pounding in a very tiring way. There were two main reasons ; MARA and Mr. Kim(s) Hehe. Just ignore the second reason, dush.

Well, as for MARA, mara, mara ke hadapan, I have an interview for the scholarships this Thursday. To be nervous, it's natural right ? I mean, being nervous is good, it will make you feel more unprepared and you will try to be more and more prepared for the big day.

As time passes, it wasn't just the nervousness threatening us, mentally. More difficulties appear. Every single day, new difficulties appear. There are times when I can't handle it, mental breakdown almost 100% but also, there are times when things don't feel that heavy. Alhamdulillah.

I believe, this difficulties are only the starters for us who are growing up and trying to set our foot into adulthood. Omo, I feel so old ;/ Ha ha. And, if we can go through it with a smile on our faces, we can stand as a proud person, insyaAllah ;)






YaAllah, permudahkanlah segala urusan kami, amin.

10 and 1

peace be upon you.

last week, our spm results were out.
after a few months of waiting, praying and hoping for the best,
Allah has given me the best result of SPM I could get,

ALHAMDULILLAH <3


congratulations to me ;p and also,

congratulations to all 2010 spm candidates,
thank Allah for everything :)

1 ; I know what I want to be. but Allah decides everything as He knows what's the best for me.
2 ; Currently doing nothing at home waiting for some serious people to call me. InsyaAllah amin :)
3 ; and yeah, I'm doing nothing at home, interpret this yourself, ask me nothing about it, please.

dunia mereka

peace be upon you :)

clap your hands readers, I finally have the power to write this post.
and guess what, I'm writing this while everyone else in the house is dreaming.


i'm currently studying.
away from home, of course.
that's the reason for the emotional tweets = homesick.
what?! homesick? heaven yeah, homesick.
i'm getting better though ;P
okay done.

living here, is definitely something new for me.
to live with someone i'd never know, and to study together with them,
at first, it was hard for me, the unfriendly girl.
but as time goes by, alhamdulillah, things are getting better.
they are great.

even though it's just in a short period, i've learned so many things,
academically and also about life.
maybe this is the prize for me,
as a payback for not being able to go daurah and usrah ;'(
i almost cried because of that,
but Allah is Great, He knows what's best for me, redha :)


i've never expect fot things to be like this,
but every thing happens for a reason.
i'm living my life happily alhamdulillah :)

sorry for the extremely short post mr.blog.
i'll write more someday :)

p/s : 23rd march is really really soon, believe me! do pray for me,
: do pray for us 2010-spm leavers, may Allah bless you.
: I miss Spot ;'(

WhAAt? School?

Peace be upon you.

Wah, it has been almost a decade! Exaggerate much Atey.

I'm doing nothing at home right now. Getting lazier. Ayoo, this is bad. Wait, don't worry I'm not seriously THAT lazy. A little bit yeah, but I'm not really really lazy. Why am I explaining this thoroughly? -,-

Yesterday, I had my L test. The 50 question one. I started to read the yellow book the day before the test, for real. I didn't even finished the questions at the back. Oh nervous. Alhamdulillah, it wasn't the best result I can get but I passed !

40-something/50!

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I finished the test early, around 9.45am. After that, ibuabah and Bafan fetched me and we went to KLCC straight away. For the STAR education fair.

Not in the strength to write it all in details. We went to a few interesting booth. For me, who doesn't really know much about universities, the fair was great. At least, I know what's what, where's where and which is which.

Since ibuabah were there, it's easier to get to know more. About my confusion in choosing my future path, I asked opinions from a few experts. Now, I can choose wisely (:

The thing is, school's over. It felt weird on the first day of school, Amru was getting ready to go to school, while I'm sitting in the living room doing nothing. Accept the fact, you're getting older Athirah.

But you know, even though school is over, no more school uniforms, I'll never stop learning, insyaAllah. Abah told us to get better education than abah did, which is amazingly high. InsyaAllah, someday. The competition is getting crazier these days, just need to focus more.

Well, let's just do our best and lead an amazing life!

What's gonna happen next? We'll never know.

I'm going somewhere soon. Woot!

I'm super excited and super nervous!

Sunshine

A brand new dawn, let's do this !

6 + 5 = 11

the hill

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side, it's the climb

We're almost there, one of our pit stop in our journey of life. That's not just another ordinary pit stop where you rest, it's actually where you'll loss all your energy. Well, not all.

Everyone we know, must be hoping for our best performance for it. Which is either straight A+'s, A's or A-'s or maybe at least a few A's, including ourselves. There's no one that would be even more happier than ourselves if we succeded.

But to reach that, there's SO many test we have to face, seriously. Yeah, maybe not for some of us. Urmm, I believe we all have to face tests, at least one. Haha.

As I could remember the two seniors who shared a little bit something with us. These tests we face each day are the things shape us for the future. It's all about our ATTITUDE. Starting from the day we do practises like crazy, until the day we scream for the freedom after it all finish.

Ain't no matter about what results we are going to hold in our hands, March next year. Well, we know the world we're living now only cares about that, but it's what we have in mind :) It's not going be the end of our journey.

We can have amazing results but still screw our lives or we can have a blessed, amazing and deserved results and we can succeed. No matter for those who are born as genius or not. Again, it's all about our attitude and it's all about the climb and berkatNya :)

p/s: familiar words huh?

well, amazing songs teach us amazing things (:

dan yang penting,

semuanya terletak pada kehendakNya.

Tomorrow

Peace be upon you.

Trial papers results are out. Now we know our weakness, our strength.

I am now stuck on an apple tree. Trying to get back on track.

SPM is in a month. Every one is getting prepared.

Deactivated FB and trying to tweet less. (The second one is kinda hard :P)

Let's go G4squared. Together, we can fulfill our dream.

Straight A's guys (!) InsyaAllah :)

It's out , really!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Based on Mirer's blog, it's officially out , the SPM time table (you can download it, refer Mirer's page). It's only a time table though , but it has strong power against me, saying
"Atey, get it over with ! Go and study !"

Okay fellas , this is my latest target,
FB and Blogger only and I mean ONLY on the weekends. These two are my worst enemy right now, despite those in my class, that gets cleverer each day.

HAAAAAAAH! Let's do it babeeehh!


Yesterday, Cikgu Arasy asked each one of us , our target for Biology. Hmm, I was actually aiming to say an A, but A+ came out of my mouth. Ahaha. Dramatic huh? :D Well , there's no other way to get it aite? It's a challenge for me. And I'll try to fulfill it !

Especially when I have a few targets in the class that I really wanted to crush ! (results only :P)

"Allah tidak akan mengubah diri kita, kita yang perlu memulakan segala perubahan itu sendiri" InsyaAllah, amin~

Assalamualaikum.
Saya tidak buka blog da lama. (Seminggu je kot -____-)
Then jumpa ini. Macam comel. So saya buat.

1. Bold the statements that ARE true to you.

2. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true.

3. Leave the rest alone.

4. Then, tag 10 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I’m not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

I can drive.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs.

90% of my friends smoke.

I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

I’m studying Fashion.

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons

I hate someone.

I have 10 Lollipops handbags.

I buy CLEO every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I don’t believe in love.

High school's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I’ve bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I’m a guy.( Just for a week perhaps(?) ) HAHA !

I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow. SELASA!

I hate vacations.

We’ll last :)

I believe in long distance relationships.

I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs

I still have a best friend.

I have a cat.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m hot. :D

I’m a sinner.

I’ve got a DS light.

I have a Wii.

I cant live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math.

I’m happy with what I have ;)

I love horror films.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream(apa2 cerita seram) when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Orange juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I’ve got a new phone.

I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

From Nabihah's blog.
Siapa baca post ini ,
then blog dia ada
kat blog list saya,
anda di-tag.
Kalau malas, biar je, saya faham.

I wanna fly

assalamualaikum w.b.t

saya rasa nak lari sebentar dari dunia realiti. pergi ke satu tempat di mana saya boleh luangkan masa yang banyak secara berfaedah tanpa merasakan masa itu berlalu dengan cepat. tenangkan fikiran dan hati yang saya tak faham kenapa ia terasa sungguh kerdil dan lemah sejak dua tiga minggu ini. kemudian, barulah boleh saya pulang dengan hati yang tenang dan membara untuk SPM.

UWAAAA!

huuuuuuh. boleh ke? mimpi jelah :P
boleh saya mencapai kesempurnaan? -iklan milo sekejap :D
SPM. saya dah makin terasa lazatnya. anda bagaimana?

Big Dream

NAK MAIN BOWLING ;(

The last time my family went, I stayed at home, I had to finish my Biology presentation. Huuu ;( Now, I'm free. Everybody else is busy.

Please come prince charming,

on your beautiful white horse.

bring me to the island of bowling

Let us play happily together.

- kempunan main bowling, inilah hasilnya -____-'